Being Professional

Hmm.....

   Its me again after one and a half year roughly.Now im no more idle gal.Now im a corporate employee(In the same MNC Wat i mentioned in my old blog)very busy in handling issues(Iam handling issues????@#$%^&!!!,its sounds crazy right,even i feel the same) technical discussions with colleagues(never be useful)corporate parties,Meetings many other stuff.Iam changed now totally the topics what i discuss,the way i speak,the way i used irritate my mom etc..,Parents,friends,relatives according  to these people i became a responsible gal now(hw innocent they r),But what i feel is totally different,My irresponsible life is most lovable that this responsible life and my "useless stuff"(what i used to do b4 becoming corporate bug)am really missing them very badly.There were days were i used to think "a day with out discussing about harry potter is waste"but now may b some 2 or 3 times i hardly taken harry potter word.There were days i used to keep target to complete one novel of 400-500 pages to complete in 4-5 days max(i completed harrypotter-7 550 paged novel wit in 3 and a half day),now i was hanging to one novel from 15monts not even completed 100 pages .My friends used to call me as small Wikipedia about all movies, songs no matter its new or old,now am totally out dated :-P ,many other things what i love to do ,nw i totally forget about them.Everyone tells change is essence of life(may be true)but dont know when i will get convinced with this fact.

 I used to think before coming to this so called "responsible life" that i should do that after going to job,i should do this after going to job.But reality is in professional life only profession becomes our life no time will be left for any other stuff in life.I don't want be partial there are many positive angles of leading responsible life, silly girls like me who spend parents money with out any idea hw they would have worked for earning money, can understand the value of money,value of work.One can face real world out side our comfort zone,new people,new problems,new friends and lots and lots of exposure which will help us not only now but which will help us for future as well.May be not on all days, but we can feel the pleasure that we are working we are earning (on first of every month for sure :-P),we can help our parents(may be not for great extent but at times)this will be ultimate pleasure we can get (like squirrel helping Rama)sometimes even we will not be even aware of potential we will be having,we can find our true self, when we come out and face the challenges alone. But still, even though there are many advantages still i love my irresponsible life,i always miss my silly habits(now i feel those hobbies are silly) and pampered and lazy life,I miss my sister's cute quarrel's;-) (crazy fact is  now am doing hita- bodha to my sister OMG what happen to me).

   Leading more than one and half year responsible life i understood is," life is never easy; its always challenge''going forward, it becomes more tough we should become strong enough and mature enough(like how harry potter transforms from first part to seventh part) to face these challenges.Only thing i learnt is accept the challenges with courage but never leave your cute memories which might not repeat again in life.

         Hope my latest blog is not so senti or boring(i can give u one medicine if u feel its boring,listen to Chammak challo song u can be back with full josh).
 I just want to mention one of my friend's name who always remained me and encouraged(some times forced) me to continue writing blog.Thank u Ganga Shankar this is specially for u(agar bore kar diya tho maaf kr do dost)