ON YOUR FIRST BIRTHDAY

         I can hardly believe you are one year old now, i still feel, it's yesterday u came to my life,but darling u r the best thing that can ever happen to me.The past one year, i can never forget a minute, the bliss and joy u gave to me.I remember u as little innocent darling who knows only sleeping and crying, but now you know lot,you can walk, you can dance, you can show anger, you can smile,can tease,can babble in your language and love me soooooo much.
      Each milestone you cross, u don't know how much happiness u gave to us(me nd ur dad),first time when smiled at me(1 month old), first time when u rolled over(4 months),first time when u started moving on stomach(6 months),when you started sitting(7 months),crawling(8 months),stood up by yourself( 9 months).walking(11 months).All these seems like miracle to me,in just one year you learnt so much my dear, and you taught us so much.You are a very picky child, u don't accept new people easily, u r sooo much mom's baby(of course sometimes it's hard), but i feel sooo proud when u stick to me, and rejects to go away.And the way u recognise me when i come to u,the way u come to me, the way u smile at me, aahhhh....... darling u gave us, sooooo many wonderful moments.
      May be after some years(school years) u become individual, and make your own choices.But this initial years, you are totally MINE, and soooo possessive about you and will protect each and every memory very safely.

  

NEW PHASE

           Hi, Hello,Sasriakal..... hope all are fine and doing good,I am back after 1yr 2months with a new post.Before i come to my point,lemme first discuss about love,ishq,mohabbat( i know u would be thinking i have gone crazy )exclusively the kind of  luv seen "only" in movies,like this dialogue from Sharukh's film, explains it better

Do you really feel this kind of love exists??? that's so unrealistic and crazy, even if exists does that happen with normal people like us(yea there are exceptions like KARAN JOHAR & ADITHYA CHOPRA).I used to laugh at such serious filmy pyaar,but i enjoy such films bcoz i love fantasy.

                But this was my opinion,i realized i was wrong(yea of course) , believe me,it really exists and even in deeper state("madly in love" kind).I can say this confidently b'coz  it happened to me,when i got the very first glance of "her"(don't giv me naughty look,it's her not him), yea love at first sight. Believe me it's the world's best feeling - living for someone whom we love unconditionally.Ya it's a magic,i don't know,i can do "anything" to see her smile,lemme tell u, her smile is the greatest thing in this whole world,as pure as a pearl.One smile i can forget anything and everything, i suffer like hell if she feels any discomfort.I can wake up whole night just to make sure that she sleeps comfortably,I love to see her sleeping,it's as delightful as night sky,at that point of time i wish i could say "TUJH ME RAB DIKTHA HAI YAARA MAI KYA KAROO"to her.Many sleepless nights and lot of tiresome days,but one smile can eliminate all the discomfort. It's so blissful, after all I'm in love,i'm still a one side lover but very soon she loves me too.

Hey u didn't ask about her anything,she is world's beautiful darling, my curious little scientist, it's my darling baby.

It was her who made me realize that i can love somebody so much that i can forget everything other than her. Isn't she cute?????

Coming to the end i just want to tell ,this filmy love ,not sure it happens between normal couple,but this love for sure happens between all mothers and their lovely babies,like it happened to me. After becoming mom, i understood my mom better.Thnx for reading this guys, have a great day