Waiting for an end

Once there is a girl lived in a small town.she lived a normal life like all other girls.She completed her schooling. she continued her graduation in the same routine way.But one day in her final year changed her life like tsunami in a calm sea,like tornado in a desert.The change is,she got selected to an MNC nd the day is 30th January 2009.(i know all of u will b wondering,whats so bad of getting selected to mnc as i compared it with tornado and tsunami,but im sure u can understand at end )
Fortunately or unfortunately the girl mentioned above is myself.From the day i got selected i was thinking i will be joined by next month.But many months passed, i didn't get that next month till now.If any one asks me what did u do all these months, my answer is nothing.U will b wondering how can someone pass such a long time doing nothing.i will be wondering the same if i were u,in the past 9 months i killed time in different ways.i feel i deserve a doctorate on subject " How To Kill The Time"(in worst ways).
In the early months,i used to plan my days,like wake up early,go to walking,help mom,revising syllabus etc etc.,but from the very next day my plans started to fail,every day night i think
i should follow from tomorrow,but my postponement repeats.And soon i realized i cant change,i stopped planning.Am the lonely bird in house till evening,i don't know how to spend my time,(as am so very lazy i never do useful things)i thought of watching movies,i see bollywood movies a lot,nd never had interest in English movies.But as a trail i started watching English movies,(movies r best way to pass 2hours)i liked some movies a lot,i didn't liked some movies,bt i watch them,i started 1 day-1 eng movie campaign,it continued till 2 months.even i started listening to eng songs.its like drug for me,at some point i got addicted to it.But i think drug became overdose now,am bored i stopped that 1day -1 movie campaign.
When am talking abt movies i should mention the movie which i liked alot nw a days,its "wake up sid".in the first half of the movie,the protagonist reminds me myself.But sadly he changes in the second part nd become successful(i wonder when will i?).As i stopped movie campaign ,my next alternatives are TV nd Internet.I prefer music channels(bt its boring too),all other channels will be busy with repeat episodes of daily soaps,i even tried to watch dat(hw horrible),but im sure no one can bear serials more than 5 mins.(snail moves faster dan serial story).i often watch Teletubbies in Cbeebis(kids channel),its my favorite show when am in school,when comes to news channels,i hate dem,bt i watched dem too :( .In past 9 months many incidents took place like ,death of our cm(sad),state division quarrels(i even hate thought of it),siva sena's protest against Sharukh(i hated it,bcozz i love sharukh).my internet connection plays a very big role in all these months.Bcozz its so slow it takes literally 5mins to load a page.So even if i want to check my mail it takes 15 mins.
The best part among all is, i have found many unfortunate people like me,who got selected to the same mnc,talking with those ppl i feel much better(stupid thought,im nt alone after all).Literally they bear me everyday.when ever we talk we start shouting that MNC(initiative is taken by me).That really makes me feel great.I hardly go out,bcozz scared f ppl's questions like
"oh!spandana when did u join?,how is Ur job?"(y d hell i will b doing here if i joined)
"oh so sad! y cant u try some other options?don't be idle"(do they feel i love being idle,giving suggestions is really easy)
these r samples that's all,they ask many such type of questions .
the worst part among all is i have put on lot of weight.if it continues in dis way i will become like people in Wall-E(movie) .Elders say idle's brain is devil's workshop.So i don't want become any devil r vampire(unless edward cullen really exists).so i try different(worth less) ways to pass my time.By coming to the end u can understand whats d hardest thing in the world(killing time).Many people think ,especially my sister says am leading a bindass life(is dat true?).After reading all these, if u feel bored then pray god to make me busy,other wise i wont stop writing.